Friday, March 31, 2006
flunked my amaths test.
but am still glad that there's improvement.
im determined to do well
and i must not fail anymore
be it sweet or bitter; 7:10 PM
Wednesday, March 29, 2006
happy belated birthday to
jj!
opps!haha
be it sweet or bitter; 1:50 AM
Friday, March 24, 2006
hmmm.
haven been blogging for qt some time le.
as expected,i flunked my ppr for term 1
and am still feeling rather stressed over my ju.
i feel like im not doing well enough
and as time ticks by,i get more and more worried because i really dun wana lian lei my ju.
hai,but lets not talk abt unhappy things now!
hols were ok lo.
spent a lot of time slacking and doing ntg.
haha.
i guess that's my way of relaxing and getting recharged.
kbox on monday was fun!
im getting addicted to it liao
haha
hope will have the chance to go again soon!
*mons,im hinting to you!
haha
i promised myself that i will do work hard and do well for term 2
week one has past and im still trying my very best to keep to my own promise
but now here i am,slacking again.
hai
really must learn to overcome my dis bad habit.
got back ss trst,luckily i never fail.
and im contented le.
amaths test was kns.
wish i can pass too.
i need lots of energy now to continue on.
and will try my very best to kip dis blog alive too!
haha
(:
a smile makes a lot of difference in your day.
smile more
(:
be it sweet or bitter; 8:23 PM
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
stressed.
well everyone seem to be facing the same problems.
flunking tests and ppr.
and the worse thing is
i think im screwing up my qihang ju too.
i seriously cannot act.
i know i will only make things more difficult for myself if im giving myself too much pressure.
but im worried.
really worried.
i dun wana screw up the whole ju just because of my lousy performance.
it not fair to the rest of them.
maybe heavier roles do come with heavier resonsibilities.
im not trying to say that my role is very big or what,
but the fact is i do feel more stressed dis yr compared to last yr.
and i feel that its mainly because of the role.
last yr's role was rather relaxed coz at least there's not much appearance of me.
but look at dis yr's one?
im not grumbling here or anything.
just venting my frustrations and stress.
do you have any idea how stressed i was whn i dun seem to get it right even after kuo qingliang repeat for dunno how many times?
maybe its time to reconsider my interest.
*daoyans!
if you happen to read dis post of mine,
dun get too alarmed k?
coz seriously,its got ntg to do with you!
i will try my very best to ke fu myself
and not let you down!
(:
be it sweet or bitter; 1:01 AM
Friday, March 03, 2006
changed my blogcoz forget the username for the previous one.haha.so stupid rite?i agree
be it sweet or bitter; 11:05 PM
even the things that i enjoyed doing dun seem to be on the right track nowadays
be it sweet or bitter; 11:00 PM
flunk everything.elit.amths.emaths.physics.think i will flunk this term ppr.but what can i do?its not that i never study la.the effort that i put in and the results that i get just don't telly at all!what's wrong with everything?what's wrong with the teachers?do they really find a lot of fun in setting the papers so hardand watching everyone fail?wthi really envy those who can study very littleden get very good results.the world is so unfair.
be it sweet or bitter; 10:48 PM
saw chu's blog just now and i agree so much with her.the fo has changed so much that im slowly not recognising her anymore.its scary.its like we used to be so close,but look at what happened now. i thought im immuned to all types of friendships issues le.but realised wo hai shi fang bu xia.not that i wana hang on to it though i know got no hope le.but i think its very ke xiand feel very bu she that this is what happened afterall.
be it sweet or bitter; 10:41 PM
Thursday, March 02, 2006
im just down
be it sweet or bitter; 2:34 AM