Saturday, September 30, 2006
my guestbook entries are decreasing by themselves again
stupid
***
im really not sure
why will things turn this way
maybe the bond was not as strong as it seems
maybe we overestimated the bond
maybe we are not fated to be close
i dunno
***
tml is the shit physics paper
nevermind
i will try my best
wish me luck please
i need it
haha

haii
i really really must try my best
the only two monsters that i am most worried abt are physics and amaths
haha
nevermind
i shall just try and do what i can
leave the rest to fate
haha

Friday, September 29, 2006

a few papers down already
i will just continue to try my best and do what i can
thats really no point continuing to think abt what has been over
haha
***
what do two duckies symbolise?
天天夜夜

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

life is boring.
everyone is ignoring their blogs
haha
just realised i got damn hell lot to memorise for geog
cause i forgot almost everything that i memorise last weekend
or maybe i was only kidding myself when i told myself that everything is fine
not sure how to finish cramping everything into my head for geog
but i will somewhat do it
tml's first paper is english paper 1
it will end at 9.45
den i can rush home and start swallowing my geog
hopefully,if im productive,
i will be able to finish everything by 9 plus
then i will go and sleep
cause i certainly believes that we must have a good night rest in order to perform well
haha
i will study lastest to 10 plus and if i cannot finish,thats it
no point continuing cause i will most probably fall asleep during the paper the next day
cut the crap,xuezhen
byebye people
pray for me that everything will just be fine
and also for 9/10 to be here faster
tata

Monday, September 25, 2006

im learning to take things step by step
i guess everything will be fine at the end of the day
i shall just continue to have faith in myself
and do my very best
yea
just a short post here
gonna start my work soon
will carry on with the geog that i din complete yest
haha
im sure while exams start, time will pass very fast and im glad
you can never imagine how much i want the whole thing to be over now
im gonna enjoy myself as much as possible aft the exams and before the results are released
ohwells,
i guess the final aim is still at Os
i will work very hard from the beginning of next year
i promise:))
***
my gbk is mad again
ohwells,heck la
***
not gonna be too affected by you anymore
i'll try
and i promise
and i try not to break my promise
***
to all those studying now:
take one step at a time
dun be too troubled
and overstressed yourself alright?

Saturday, September 23, 2006

你离我真的好遥远
远到你的背影已渐渐变得模糊
然而我依然在看着你
偷偷地看着你
你却从没回头来看过我一眼
你根本不知道有一个人如此地在乎你
我们就像两条平行线
两条不可能在交叉的平行线
但你却一直牵动着我
使我感到难过，难受
回头看以前那段我们有说有笑的日子，
真的好怀念。
但现在都已不在了。
我一直在想，你身边的她一定会很快乐，
但我好像错了
我连到底是不是她都不能肯定，
真的好失败。
我不知道自己在说什么
只知道心里有一股必须发泄出来的闷气
为什么?
为什么你会让我如此得的难受?
为什么我无法控制自己?
为什么因为你，我会变得如此软弱?
为什么我会一而再，再而三破坏对自己的承诺?
我真的曾经忘了你
或许应该说,我真的曾经几乎忘了你
够了,我不应该在这里埋怨了
因为你的眼里早已没有我

need to get away from my books
im suffocating
far behind my schedule
yet i cannot be bothered to catch up
i just wana get away from my books
as far away as possible
i never know studying can be such a torture for me
i am beginning to doubt my IQ
maybe im just stupid
maybe im not fated to study
maybe i shall just slack,fail my Os and work in macs
wth
-SCREAMS-
bad day
cannot concentrate when studying
cannot remember all the geog stuff that i attempted to cramp in
including all i learnt last night
just hope things will be better aft the break
***
你要的不是我
心碎的失去轮廓
曾经给你的感动
只是情绪的波动
能给的不是我
放任你沉溺自由
掩饰不了我的笨拙
就连说话都会颤抖
我被遗忘在你遗忘的角落

how true
its amazing how it actually applies to our situation now
***
so much memories
that it became too overwhelming for me

Friday, September 22, 2006

only 16 more days
somehow i will just get it done
no matter what
***
gonna sleep soon
den study tonight
as long as i keep to my schedule,
everything should be alright
wish me luck

做你的男人
东京 纽约
每个地点 带你去坐幸福的地下铁
散步 逛街 找电影院
累了我就帮你提高跟鞋
塞车 停电
哪怕下雪 每天都要和你过情人节
星光 音乐 一杯热咖啡
只想给你所有浪漫情节
让我 做你的男人
24个小时不睡觉
小心翼翼的保持 这种热情不退烧
不管世界多纷挠 我们俩紧紧的拥抱
隐隐约约我感觉有微笑藏在你嘴角
让胆小的你在黑夜中也会有个依靠
就算有一天爱会变少人会变老
就算没告诉过你
也知道下辈子
还要和你遇到

its an ultra sweet song
and i like:))

开始懂了
我竟然没有掉头
最残忍那一刻
静静看你走
一点都不像我
原来人会变得温柔
是透澈的懂了
爱情是流动的
不由人的
何必激动着要理由
相信你只是怕伤害我
不是骗我
很爱过谁会舍得
把我的梦摇醒了
宣布幸福不会来了
用心酸微笑去原谅了
也翻越了
有昨天还是好的
但明天是自己的
开始懂了
快乐是选择

sometimes we need to choose whats the best ourselves
cause our lives belong to us
not anyone else

life is still pretty much the same?
haha.
just revolving studies and nothing else
nevermind
i will just hang on
i will do it
tell you what
i dun even bother much abt the results now le
just wana get pass all these
***
oh,and this is to esti jenita:
i hope you come to read my blog ah
yea,i wana join in the pact
and its not that i wan my arrow to be this way
sometimes i just cannot help it you know
cause theres nothing at the other side for me to aim for:p
haha
nvm
lets just all look forward to the end of exams!:)
***
everyone studying out there:
do your best and
HANG ON:))
***
i shall remain optimistic
and yea,
ICRUSHGOHCHEWPIN
[hmmm.if you believe?]

Thursday, September 21, 2006

sometimes i really feel like giving up
as in i really dunno how am i going to make it for the exams
i feel like almost zero confidence for all the subjects
and i guess i know practically nothing for both a and emaths
as well as sciences
physics is just plain hell
and chemistry?
lets not mention abt it
almost everyone in the class managed an A
except me
why carn we just take humanities?
sciences and maths just suck so much
how useless
i look back
and i only feel regret
its all my fault
i dunno how i can even scrimp past this time
i really lack the strength alr
i just feel so helpless
and i feel like...giving up?
nevermind
i shall look on the positive side of life
i will get help from mdm lee
and ask when she will be free
theres no turning back now
i just need to do it
***
sometimes we cannot just look at things from one point of view
to the someone whom i know you will be here:
dont worry.i won tell anyone.i promise

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

my gbk is weird
it keeps insisting it has only 102 posts when there are MUCH more
weird
***
chem test tml
and i haven even study
wish me luck man

when i was bathing jus now,
i just let cold water ran on me and suddenly i realised:
its time for me to give up
i mean its alr totally pointless now
i really dunno why i am still holding on to the hope that
maybe,just maybe,one day,the impossible will become possible
but now i figured out how silly i am
many times i keep telling myself to put a stop to it
and yet due to lack of determination,
i allowed myself to fall back again
deeper and deeper each time
but now,
everything will just need to come to an end
because you alr have her
ohwells,
even if theres really nothing between you two,
i still see no reasons to continue on
when i look back to the first day since i like you
i found out that you have caused me much more miseries than happiness
so whats the point?
i really dont know
i guess it was just a mistake frm a start
you and i are just...too different
theres totally nothing common between us
personality...
interests...
totally nothing
you and i are just two parallel lines that will never meet
alright,maybe we did meet
but it was all an accident
it has been 13 days since i blogged one whole entry abt you
haha
and i hope this will be the last
i really hope
i know it will be hard
and i know i have said this many times,
but im really really gonna let go
im giving up
because this is too much for me
the pain is just getting unbearable
i feel like a failure
i guess i wasnt in my right mind to like you
but ohwells,
it feels like a dream
and im certainly glad to wake up
***
i will think of you
whenever i see her
and there will be this feeling that i cannot describe
i just hope she will treasure what she has
***
chuwen:thanks for that call that made me wake up!
***
enlightenment

Monday, September 18, 2006

im sastisfying my craving
haha
nissin chilli crab cup noodles rocks man
haha
totally random
off the my books
SOON
***
sometimes i feel that i depend on you
much more than you depend on me
its as if shes much more important to you
ohwells,
i hope im reading too much into it
i really hope

Saturday, September 16, 2006

just a really short post before i get back to work
i was supposed to do ss, geog and lit yest rite?
and guess what?
i ended up doing none of the above
maybe except half a chapt of ss
and i spent 6 1/2 hours watching tv
what a slacker i am
no matter how much i regret it now
i cannot turn back the time
and have the lost time
nvm
shall go study now
and i mean
NOW

Friday, September 15, 2006

managed to do some work yest
haha
finished chapt 7 for ss
currently left with ard 2 chapts
hmmm
i was supposed to watch tv frm 1130-1230
and guess what?
i got hooked and watched all the way to 1
den i did maths till 2 plus before having bad stomachache
den i went to sleep
was supposed to wake up at 10 this morning
but the lazy me slept until 11 plus
and now im trying to finish ss chapt 6 before doing geog
den i will do elit at nite
or maybe maths
depends on my mood la
haha
alright,
back to my books
tata

just a short post here
sometimes i get really scared when i think of the exams
i mean im really worried and all
im really not sure if i can make it
what if i get retain or something?
i know i must study REAL hard now to at least do okay for exams
but whenever i get to my books,
i just cannot concentrate and get anything in
i dunno what im supposed to do now
really worried
there seems to be some curse or something
as if im cursed to be distracted whenever i start to study
like now
haha
then whenever its time to sleep or something
i will keep thinking abt EOY
den i cannot sleep
like wtf la
im really tired and all
my progress so far is like disastrous
i cannot even bear the thought of thinking abt it
wtf
on the verge of breaking down
and its all my fault
who ask me dont work hard for the rest of the year only wait until now
but who actually goes and study when theres no tests or exams?
ohwells,i dunno what im talking about
i think i really need to calm down
then get back to my ss
have a good rest frm 1130-1230 by watching some tv
den continue with chem
i need to figure out how to do redox
***
calm down xuezhen
you can do it
because you must do it no matter what
theres no other options
miserable

listening to a song that holds so much memories for me
memories of you and me
but i just figured out maybe it meant nothing to you
nothing at all
maybe you have even forgotten abt it
but i have not
singing this song tgt with you meant so much to me
ohwells,
im just a nobody to you now
***
off to sleep in a while's time
then i will mug at night
trust me,i really will
i won allow anything to distract me anymore
or rather anyone
***
this is bad
im like not keeping to the schedule planned
not at all
shucks

Thursday, September 14, 2006

today is just a bad bad day
off to mug my social studies
will be back tml
tata
***
i find it hard to even add a smiling face in this post
and ohwells,
im giving up hope

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

im like not keeping to my promise of not updating so often
ohwells,blogging seems to be my daily routine now
haha
have a nice timetable or rather study plan drawn out!
13/9wednesday
maths and physics
14/9 thursay
maths and physics
15/9 friday
physics and maybe literature
16/9 saturday
geog and social studies
17/9 sunday
complete at least one round of social studies and geog if did not do so the previous day
then jot down maths that do not understand
18/9 monday
ask mdm lee abt maths that do not understand
maths and chemistry
19/9 tuesday
continue to figure out maths from mdm lee
maths and chemistry
20/9 wednesday
maths and elit
21/9 thursday
focus on emaths plus elit
22/9 friday
emaths
23/9 saturday
emaths plus geog
24/9 sunday
geog
25/9 monday
emaths
26/9 tuesday
english and geog
27/9 wednesday
look through chi format
geog
28/9 thursday
emaths
29/9 friday
social studies plus physics
30/9 saturday
chemistry plus physics
1/10 sunday
physics
2/10 monday
chemistry
3/10 tuesday
elit and social studies
4/10 wednesday
social studies
5/10 thursday
elit
6/10 friday
rest a bit first
7-8/10
amaths
and aft 9/1o,you know the rest of the story!
WOOHOO
im gonna keep to this schedule:))
***
对不起
真的不是你的错
是我们不好
请你不要放弃我们，好吗？
但回头想想，或许你根本应该放弃我们
不要再浪费你的时间了
对不起。
***
i shall just try
maybe if i try hard enough
it will come true
go away

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

i finally found my fav chap for amaths
like WAHAHA
its the sketching of trigo graphs!
i like them!:D
and i hope a lot of it will be tested in EOY
and hopefully i know how to draw them:DD
roughly went through log too
so far so good
still can cope with everything i did just now
not too lost yet
hahaha:D
this is like the first time im feeling a little bit more confident abt amaths
just a little bit though
haha
maybe 0.1 to 0.5 percent?
:D
***
still hanging on to the hope
that the response will be better than what i wished for
but as days go by,
im beginning to lose even that tiny bit of hope
maybe i should learn from the joy luck mothers
and place my hopes on more worthy stuff
not you
***
end of years are REALLY coming
i shall cut down on blogging just for these few weeks
and exactly 3 weeks from now,
i will be FREE AND HAPPY
:DD
just the thought of it makes me happy
haha
but meanwhile,please help me pray that i will survive these 3 weeks
as well as the results when it comes out
haha
no matter what,im trying my best
and i believe that trying your best definitely brings in results
shall be a hopeful and optmistic girl for now
and carry on with my mugging
:DD
for everyone out there preparing for exams,
never give up
strive for your best
although at times,everything may seem difficult and alien to you,
hold on and you will be able to figure everything out by the time exams come:D
and it applies to me too
***
i will keep you out of my mind
at least until exams end
***
oh,can you stop doing this to me?
stop making me confused
i dunno what you want to get by telling me
but im rather sure
it won benefit you
because i won be affected by it
not even a tiny bit
***
to monica:
i won be jealous no matter what you say!:D
haha
and feel honoured that im leaving something for you here
:DD
***
this is a very long post
haha
i guess it shall make up for my lack of updates in the near future
:DDD
***
bye everyone

Monday, September 11, 2006

you have not responded
i hope im not thinking too much
i really hope so
tell me,
what can my next step be?
***
STUPID MSN
let me in!
maybe its fate
ohwells,
i conclude i AM thinking too much
:/
***
sometimes i wonder
what am i to you all in your hearts

Sunday, September 10, 2006

i have taken the first step
will you please at least respond?
i really dunno what im getting from this whole thing
or even know what i wana get
i will just let nature take its course
i promise
i will not think too much anymore
really
i admit its tough
i will just let the feeling fade on its own
it doesnt help when i know you do not feel a single thing
towards me
***
is this the ending that i wanted?
i feel mean
really sorry
***
sometimes its better to have some time to yourself
just staring into the space
listening to music that you like
without thinking about anything
***
我不难过
这不算什么
只是为什么眼泪会流
我也不懂
不要再说
或许这是最好的结果
从未开始
又哪来的分手呢？

Saturday, September 09, 2006

caught a really nice movie on tv last night
I am Sam
wonder if any of you watched it
but anyway,
its a wonderful movie
the way they presented the whole thing
its just so touching and nice
ohwells,
sometimes you cannot assume whats the best for a person
cause that person will know herself
whats the best for her
***
still trying to let go
really
why am i still holding on?
i ask myself
and i realised i really dunno the answer
which means i really should be letting go
like finally

Friday, September 08, 2006

doubled face
have split personality
either you know me or you completely misunderstand me
not as sociable as i used to be
getting more and more used to being alone
as well as enjoying being alone more and more
hard to put things down once i picked them up
like to think abt the past
emotional
pessimistic
stubborn when it comes to love
can do anything for someone if i think she/he is worth my effort
easily hurt
immuned to friendship problems
loves shopping
relies on retail therapy
believes that i will find the perfect him one day
and looking forward to that day
commited to things i feel is worth my commitment
rather happy with my current life
loves my cca
loves drama
feels that music can be my source of strength
values family and friends
feels that quality is important for friends,
not quantity
low self esteem at times
lack of self confidence
especially when wearing school uniform
likes to sing
likes performing
although i suffers from stage fright at times
likes languages more than sciences
do not like maths and physics
likes english literature
is a weird person at times
difficult to understand me fully
loves eating
its my second therapy besides shopping
feels that having a good sleep is important
takes very long to bathe
eats very slowly
talks a lot with people im close with
have a loud voice
express myself better in chinese
my mind is older than my size
likes to dress up
computer idiot
do not do well in sports
active blogger
small in size
blind without my specs
yearns for things that cannot be achieved
sadist at times
slacker when it comes to studying
and lastly,
totally random at times
***
my new friendster profile:)

went out with pohting and adeline today
it was great:))
its amazing how we still can talk to each other aft such a long time
i guess this is the power of strong friendship ba
i know it may sound mushy and all,
but yes,im really glad that i got to know them
they not only make my pri days wonderful,
but also are true friends that im sure can stay for lifetime
at times,i wonder what i have gotten out of my 6 years in pri school
but now,i am sure at least i have made these two friends
and thats enough
i really hope that we can stay this way for many many years down the road
i mean not many pri school friends stay close aft so long rite?
three years have past
and we have not been talking regularly recently
but when we meet,there are just no any awkward feelings
and thats wonderful already
friends forever,to the two of you
and i really mean it
as in forever
forever may seem a long time
but thats how long i want us to be friends for
:))
***
i have never once deny that i am a lonely soul
i used to feel that i do not have much friends
but now i realised
its really not the quantity when it comes to friendship
its the quality
:))
special mention to:
pohting,adeline,esti,monica,chuwen
thanks for being such wonderful friends

Thursday, September 07, 2006

listening to yanzi's wo bu nan guo now
haven heard it for ages le
used to like it so much i can listen to it ten times in a row
realised i still like that song very much
its nice:))
now my comp is playing liao jie by yanzi too
its nice too
realised all her old songs like nicer like that
haha
***
this is a retarded and lame post
but im in a good mood now
going out with my pri besties later
:))
***
因为太了解
所以很伤心
因为我太了解
我们之间是没有可能的
所以我很伤心

i wonder why i keep blogging in chinese nowadays
and i wonder why i keep blogging about you too
but no matter what
i wana thank you for giving me this experience
hmmmm
although its not a very enjoyable one
but it makes me grow up
pretty fast
oh haha
maybe i shall learn to look on the bright side of life
and "master the art of loving happily"
as monica says
haha
i will learn to be strong
and grow up
:))

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

为什么每次想起你时，
心里总是隐隐作痛。
我总是告诉自己，
不应该再为了你感到难过了。
但是我就是做不到。
很多人都对我说，
我真得不应该再为了你心烦。
但我真的真的做不到。
我甚至很想让你知道，
我的感受。
但我明白即使你知道了又怎样？
你只不过会更避开我罢了。
我并不要求什么,
只不过想要再做你的朋友
但我真的不知道要如何面对你
每次一见到你,
我就会习惯性的避开
不是因为什么,
只是纯粹的不懂如何面对你罢了
没有见到你,
心里又会有莫名的思念
好难受
这种感觉真的很难受
或许这一切一开始就是一个错误
或许我根本就不应该让自己落到这个地步
或许我根本就不应该认识你
***
我没事
真的没事
只是心中那种奇怪的感觉
依然挥之不去
曾想过如果我再给他一个机会
事情会否一样?
但我发现
我不可以这样做
我不可以对他如此的不公平
我不可以利用他来忘了你
老实说,
我也不清楚即使有了他,
我能否忘记你
***
我相信二十年后
当我回头看现在
你依然会是一个很清晰的身影
纪念着我十五岁的生涯
成为我成长中的一段记忆

quite happy with myself last night!
okay,i din study 4 hours as mentioned in my previous post
thats like crazy lo
but i studied for ard 3 hrs
from 11.3o to 2.30!
and im quite happy already
:))
slacking now
will go off to mug again soon!
doing physics and maths today
EeeekS
mine most hated two subjects
but i will try my best
hopefully everything will go well
:))
***
i have been trying very hard to get you out of my mind
only to realise that you are alr no longer there
you are in my heart

slept for three hrs plus
jus woke up
am so gonna study hard tonight
will mug like noones business
haha
yeah
wish me good luck
am going to do elit:)
i like elit!
yes,please dun say im crazy
i really like elit
i just cannot stand maths and sci
oh,maybe chem is okay
but i dun like maths!
and physics!:(
i like elit:))
yay~
elit all the way
***
yeoxuezhen,please wake up
you MUST study later
for at least 4 hours!

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

im fine la
just that sometimes i get rather emotional
thats just me
the emotional insecure freak
haha
***
weird
just awkward feelings and nothing else
im just suprised at myself
how im unable to contain myself
in front of you
***
more than once i jus wish i have the courage to go up to you
and let you know everything
yes,everything
just tell you straight in the face that i like you
full stop
put an end to everything
haha
but i know i will never have the courage
and this type of scenerios will most probably only appear on tv
:P
***
i think you deserve it
and hold on to it tightly,please
not everyone gets the chance
i envy you,seriously
i wish im like you
having someone to be there for me
when i need it
i guess i need something else besides
family,friends and studies
yes,something else
:))
***
oh,when will the day come?

Saturday, September 02, 2006

you are just a click away
but yet i carn bring myself to press on that stupid mouse
it hurts to see that we are not even friends now
are we?
and its all my fault
all my fault that i like you
all my fault that our friendship is ruined
all MY fault
even aft i put down one day,
im sure our friendship will never be the same anymore
its not your fault
cause you dun even know anything
its mine
i tried telling myself many times that
no,i carn let this affect our friendship
but i carn help it
i just feel awkward whenever i see you
and its such a pity
you are a good friend
but the stupid me has to spoil everything
by having feelings that i shldnt have
what else can i say
its all my fault

life is full of coincidence
:))

Friday, September 01, 2006

omg
the only three words that can come out of my mouth is
OH MY GOD
hahahahaha

A 和 B 是一对情侣
有一天他们之间发生了争执，
A 气冲冲地骂了B 一顿后便走了。
隔天，C，也就是B 的弟弟，去找A。
A:你来找我是因为你哥哥吗？
C:是的，昨天一整晚他都睡不着。
A:是因为昨天我骂了他一顿吗?
C:不是的,是因为你不开心,所以他也不开心

有些时候,爱的方式不一定要浪漫
简单也能表达爱
你开心,我就开心
祝你找到你的幸福
***

yesterday was a long long day
everything went by in a blur
and before i knew it
its over
it was the last day im going to enjoy myself
before eoy ends at least
am really gonna start the nerd life of mine
***
teachers day celebration this year wasnt very good i felt
the atmosphere was rather cold
i guess its because of the rain then they had to cancel the teachers race
but the captains ball game was good:))
***
aft that waited for simin before going back to PL
was walking ard my old neighbourhood
had a lot of emotions
all the things seem so familar yet so distant
i felt as if i was dreaming
the playground
the shops
the childcare
the staircase
the cat
the mama shop
the auntie
the ice popsicle
the everything
i almost went up to my unit to look look
but din la
will look like a mad woman only
but i stood at the mailbox there
looking at my unit number for a very long time
and i felt like crying
this is like the first time i looked at everything
aft i moved house almost 5 years ago
5 years sound so long
but yet i still rmb everything
i never knew how much until i feel for my old place
until yesterday
***
PL changed a lot
somehow i feel that they are not that friendly to old girls?
i mean please la,why dun even let us go into the staff room?
its not like we go back EVERYDAY?
its only like once in a year?
i missed the food
eating the familar fishcake plus chilli,
drinking the fishball soup
bought back a lot of emotions
too bad theres no laska yest
met a lot of old classmates
and gosh!
i cannot even regconise some of them
and they couldnt regconise me either!
and it felt rather awkward talking to them
yet it felt as if we were all back in pri6
6 Patience 2003
i guess we were a rather united class although many unhappy incidents happened
too bad miss ng isnt there anymore
its funny this year is the most emotional year so far
although 3 years have passed since i graduated
3 years??!
ohmygod
it doesnt even feel so long la
haii
things change
you change
i change
everything will change
***
watched TRASH with esti at night
that girl ah,a bit wanted to meet me at 2 at first
den i said cannot cause i going back to pri school
den we decided to meet at 4
den i cannot,so we changed to 4.30
DEN she cannot,so we changed to 5
DEN she still cannot,so we changed to 5.30
DEN she late,and when we finally met,
its 5.40
and as a result,we missed 3 trains!
no la,not that i blaming her
just feel that its qt funny
haha
and she wear until...
dunno what to say
haha
dined at swensens
although we initially din wana spend too much on food
haha
had a baked rice each:))
TRASH was good
and we had to choose between being a ELITE and TRASH
den we chose elite:))
haha
a bit thickskinned la
haha
but the show was good
and money was well spent
went home aft that,
watched vcd
and finally went to bed at 12 plus:))
***
当我们之间以仿佛变成陌生人
我还有什么话好说呢？

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