Wednesday, March 08, 2006
stressed.
well everyone seem to be facing the same problems.
flunking tests and ppr.
and the worse thing is
i think im screwing up my qihang ju too.
i seriously cannot act.
i know i will only make things more difficult for myself if im giving myself too much pressure.
but im worried.
really worried.
i dun wana screw up the whole ju just because of my lousy performance.
it not fair to the rest of them.
maybe heavier roles do come with heavier resonsibilities.
im not trying to say that my role is very big or what,
but the fact is i do feel more stressed dis yr compared to last yr.
and i feel that its mainly because of the role.
last yr's role was rather relaxed coz at least there's not much appearance of me.
but look at dis yr's one?
im not grumbling here or anything.
just venting my frustrations and stress.
do you have any idea how stressed i was whn i dun seem to get it right even after kuo qingliang repeat for dunno how many times?
maybe its time to reconsider my interest.
*daoyans!
if you happen to read dis post of mine,
dun get too alarmed k?
coz seriously,its got ntg to do with you!
i will try my very best to ke fu myself
and not let you down!
(:
be it sweet or bitter; 1:01 AM
