Thursday, May 25, 2006
the term finally ended officially two hrs ago.
chem test was okay i guess.
jus find it very irritating
whn you dun seem to understand me
or even try to
i feel like we are one of the mothers and daughters in JLC
never able to truly understand each other.
you like to assume
and presume what im thinking
whn its totally not true
and i have completely no idea how to make you understand
ppl say mother and daughters have a strong bond between them
is it really true?
i really dunno
and its not like im not trying
i am
what do you expect me to do?
improve by 30 percent at a go?
or get 80 percent and 6 pts for L1R5?
its not possible
at this stage.
im fed up
i want to let you know
i want to make you understand
but how on earth am i going to do so?
can you let me know how can i make you understand that
i AM trying
and i AM improving
but its jus not possible to improve by so much at a go.
wish you can be more understanding like him.
he was really sweet
and i felt tears in my eyes whn he spoke to us.
abt how some of us are struggling AND
he have faith in us.
in case you still dunno,
i AM struggling.
but im trying
and am slowly getter out of the mess i was in in the first term.
***
shall post my holiday schedule here:
week 1:
monday-paiju
tuesday-chi oral+paiju
thursday-rehearsal
friday-paiju
week 2:
tuesday-paiju
thursday-paiju
friday-rehearsal
week 3:
tuesday-full dress
wednesday-ulu rehearsal
friday-rehearsal
SUNDAY
QIHANG:)
be it sweet or bitter; 2:06 AM
