Monday, May 29, 2006
the two types of things that i cannot tolerate is
1.accusing
2.betraying
maybe i seriously should learn how to keep my mouth shut and zip it up
it will probably be the best way to protect myself against stupid stuff like these.
i dunno why i never learn frm my experience
last yr stuff was bad enough
why did i allow myself to make the same mistakes?
why did i allow myself to get into this type of mess
and be hurt again.
i really dunno who i can trust
i really dunno what i shld do
keep everything to myself?
or maybe as what king said,
talk to the mirror?
im seriously tired of this type of things
i really dun understand why ppl must backstab other ppl.
maybe on the surface this problem is not that serious,
but it is!
it means that someone had went to tell the daoyans
what we told her
its betraying of trust
if you see it frm another angle.
and its one of the two things which i cannot tolerate the most
f you,whoever you are.
get out of my life.
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'i guess that santa's busy
coz he never comes around
i tink of him whn xmas comes to town.'
although its still far frm xmas
i want santa to be with me
at least i guess santa will never betray me.
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all i want is a peaceful year
it need not be exciting
but why must it still be filled with problems like this?
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be it sweet or bitter; 6:16 AM