Friday, June 23, 2006
im such a failure
i feel like puking
i feel like crying
i dunno why i have gotten myself into this big big mess
i feel sorry for myself
but yet im not doing anything to improve the situation
i feel useless
im so damn inefficient
im confused
im messed up
i dunno what to do
f myselfim such a fuckerim super depressed now
im talking rubbish
god,please help me
i really need your help
i know its my own fault
that im useless
and im leaving everything to the last min
i know i shld not depend on you to help me clear my mess everytime
but i really need your guidance and help this time round
please help me
and i promise that i will nv repeat this mistake
ever
again
amen
be it sweet or bitter; 8:18 AM