Saturday, July 22, 2006
i need the determination
i slacked the whole day today
and im feeling super useless
and guilty now
i dun understand why i jus dun feel like studying
although in my heart
i know i desperately need to
its like
i keep telling myself
i must study very very hard no matter what
but i still slacked as usual no matter what
im such a slacker
i lack the determination
and motivation
i remembered when i was studying for PSLE,
i was very focused and motivated
but look at now.
i need the feeling back
the feeling of picking up my books
to study
im not gonna care
i will find the feeling back
no matter where it has gone to
i'll jus so gonna do well
i won disappoint myself anymore
be it sweet or bitter; 3:53 AM
