Wednesday, July 12, 2006
yest was a weird day
full of many different emotions at one go
and i broke my promise to a lot of ppl
including myself
i tot i could do it
i really tot so
but it seems that im proven wrong
haha
you keep telling me you think its normal
and i should maybe not try so hard
to put it all down
but you asked me to put it down
and stop sinking in
who should i listen to?
i know i should follow my
own feelings
but the prob is
i aso dunno what i want
***
i really do not know
how will you feel if it really happen
but i can tell you
i will be hurt
upset
disappointed
coz i believe so much in you
i really do
i know it sounds extremely cliche
but i really treasure our friendship
a lot
sometimes i wonder
am i too dependent on you?
but i realised
im really not someone
who is strong
and im always glad that you are here for me
to depend on
i realised i cannot do without you
i really cannot
i love you,yiren:))
be it sweet or bitter; 1:28 AM
