Saturday, August 26, 2006
i still need time
i admit
i still cannot let go
although im trying very hard
im trying
and will continue to
it feels good to have someone to share with me
about this topic
it makes me feel that im not so alone
at least i can find someone who really understands
im feeling better abt this whole crazy experience
i really should treasure what i have
or rather what i had
all the good memories will stay
and whn i look back ltr on in my life
i will only see the sweet moments during this period of my life
not the unhappy ones
i will treat this whole thing as a sort of experience
and a big part of growing up
i will then grow up to be stronger
understanding that emotions can never be controlled
and nothing is completely wrong
even if its so called morally incorrect
nothing is wrong with me
really
im struggling though
it still feels weird seeing her
esp whn she talks abt you in front of me
its not jealousy
im certain
just a complex feeling
sometimes i really wish i am her
cause i only wana be your good friend
serious
下雨也好
迷路也好
空气里有种相依为命的味道
爱你很好
连风都知道
第一次心甘情愿不想逃
***
sometimes i wonder if you deserve to be in my mind
but sometimes i can see the reasons why i like you
im certain now
and i know why
you are just so nice
be it sweet or bitter; 3:29 AM
