Tuesday, August 08, 2006
im very sorry
***
i really dunno what i want
what im wishing for
what im waiting for
i jus wana run away
from what?
i aso dunno
i feel as if im a silly girl
running and running
only to turn back and realise that
theres noone behind
how ironic
i wana run away
yet im tired
and i dun have the strength
i tell myself,
maybe its time for me to take a rest
但是在休息以后
我们还不知道
继续走的理由
i mean
why will someone feel like running away
from basically ntg?
i really carn explain my feelings
i know you make up a big part of my depression
but its not only you
i mean thats the problem,
if its NOT abt you,
what can it be abt?
im confused
maybe they call this growing up
but its tough
really.
i was having this depressing look at the train jus now
and a couple keep staring at me
they must be wondering if im gg to commit suicide
haha
***
you give me the strength
i love you so much<3
***
and now its my turn.
be it sweet or bitter; 6:55 AM
