Friday, August 11, 2006
omg
i love the 西关大少 theme song sooo much
its currently still buffering on my comp
so damn slow ah
haii
haha
thats so random
:/
***
i admire you for your courage
although its a short journey
i believe you had lived it well
i wonder what i will do if im you
whether if i will have the courage
to stay positive like what you did
oh well,
i was rather touched and inspired aft reading this:
http://xiaodoudou.blogspot.com
guys!go read if you are free,
its really motivating
and encouraging
its nice to be healthy
and each and every single one of us shld appreciate it
***
im tired
tired of playing this hide-and-seek with you
i jus wana let down everything
so what if you know alr,
i dun care.
or rather i dun have the energy to carry on
to carry on hiding frm you
thinking abt how you will feel
worrying if you have found out
i suddenly find myself silly
i have been doing all these w/o realising it.
i have been thinking of you
worrying abt you
admiring you all these while
and i din even realise it
how foolish can i get
oh haha
now all the pain will be gone
cause im nt going to give it a damn
frm onwards
there are many more impt things in my life
that needs my attention
that deserves to stay in my mind
not you
yes,there will still be times whn i think of you
whn i smile at the thought of you
but i know it will nv be the same anymore
cause im simply just tired
i know i really cannot carry on like this
i will jus collaspe one day
cause its taking up too much of my energy
yupp,it was a mistake since beginning
and i have allowed myself to carry on with the mistake
okay,even if its NOT a mistake,
i dun think its something i shld continue
yea,if you know who you are,
i jus hope you will treat me like the past,please?
i really dun wana jus get into another mess
we'll just continue to be friends,won we?
nothing has happened,
really.
please jus behave as if ntg has happened,alright?
i treasure you a lot as a friend
and i dun wana lose you as a friend
yes,all these years of friendship with you,
it had made a difference
***
i wish and i pray that you will come my blog
and read this entry
everything single word of it
den at least you can know how i feel.
how much you matters to me
as a friend
be it sweet or bitter; 7:14 AM
