Friday, September 15, 2006
just a short post here
sometimes i get really scared when i think of the exams
i mean im really worried and all
im really not sure if i can make it
what if i get retain or something?
i know i must study REAL hard now to at least do okay for exams
but whenever i get to my books,
i just cannot concentrate and get anything in
i dunno what im supposed to do now
really worried
there seems to be some curse or something
as if im cursed to be distracted whenever i start to study
like now
haha
then whenever its time to sleep or something
i will keep thinking abt EOY
den i cannot sleep
like wtf la
im really tired and all
my progress so far is like disastrous
i cannot even bear the thought of thinking abt it
wtf
on the verge of breaking down
and its all my fault
who ask me dont work hard for the rest of the year only wait until now
but who actually goes and study when theres no tests or exams?
ohwells,i dunno what im talking about
i think i really need to calm down
then get back to my ss
have a good rest frm 1130-1230 by watching some tv
den continue with chem
i need to figure out how to do redox
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calm down xuezhen
you can do it
because you must do it no matter what
theres no other options
miserable
be it sweet or bitter; 7:21 AM
