Friday, October 20, 2006
i really dunno why im affected
i mean as i said
i knew this day will happen
even if its not her
it won be me
but i really dont know
why when this day finally came
im still not prepared
the impact is even bigger than i imagined
i guess i sink too deeper in already
without me realising it
ohwells,
im pretty confused now
i dont know what i should do next
i really dont know
many times i tell myself to just let things be
but its harder than i imagined
much harder
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be it sweet or bitter; 10:39 PM