Monday, October 16, 2006
oh haha
i guess i just need to laugh it off
i mean what else can i do?
ive became so numbed that its scary
but i guess its good in a sense
if im who i was a few years back then,
i think i may be thinking about how to end my life now.
its really not that i dont care
its just that i have learnt to put these type of things down
and i think its better
why bury yourself in misery over some stupid results?
its not worth it,seriously
tomorrow will be a better day im sure
and i hope wednesday will be a much much better day
haha
hopefully
***
i dont know why im doing all this
maybe i should just stop talking to you
or trying to talk to you
maybe i should just treat as if i dont even know you
maybe only that way then i will be able to forget you
it feels weird seeing you around
but not even saying hello
i dont know what i should do
i really dont know
be it sweet or bitter; 3:12 AM
