Saturday, November 04, 2006
was reading my old old blog
and im surprised that although time past and ive grown,
many of my viewpoints still stay the same
i guess thats just me
many memories so vivid just came to me as i was reading and reading
some which i have alr long forgotten or have placed at the back of my mind came back to me too
its rather scary actually.
just think of it,im act gaining new experiences everyday while losing those old ones which used to be the center of my life
looking back,those stuff that i was bothered over at that point of time seem so small to me now.
just wondering when will be the day when i look back at now and realised that all im going through,all the difficulties and troubles that i call them are nothing big at all.
i wonder if there will be a day when i forget this feeling of liking you,or even forget who you are.
i dont want the day to come,seriously.
no matter how much miseries you are causing me now,
i want to remember you
i want to keep you in my memories forever
so that twenty,thirty years down the road,when i look back,i still remember these days when you are constantly in my thoughts,being part of my life.
你似乎占据了我整个生活
感性的我常常想你
但理性的我常常想着如何不想你
只是最近感性的我常战胜理性的我
我搞不懂我们到底怎么了?
雨下过以后，是否能让什么复活？
我们之间的友情，到底能否复活？
从今天起，我打算认真地记录下生活中所有值得记得的事情
因为至少很久很久以后，当我感到自己快要把这一切给忘了时，可以仔细地阅读我所写的，从中找的一些快要淡忘的事情。
虽然说，回忆是应该收藏在心里的，但自私的我还是会想把回忆用文字永远保存下来。
但愿blogger永远不会倒闭。
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青春到底是什么？
-爱杀17-
be it sweet or bitter; 11:36 PM
