Saturday, December 30, 2006
shall start on my end of year entry
2006 has been a really busy year
it feels as if it was yesterday when i first started secondary 3
a lot of things happened this year
be it happy,or sad
and to be honest,i think i have grown a lot
ive learnt to be stronger and deal better with certain stuff
老实说，直到今天，我还是觉得我没有错。
maybe its just my way of speaking,my way of doing things
but thats me
and i have never meant it to be negative in any way
i was shocked,then disappointed and now,its 无奈。
i really dont wana change myself to fit the way this world is
call me stubborn
but i dont like changes
be it external or internal
i dont like things to change
and i dont like to adapt to changes.
it happened so many times
and i guess i can finally say,
i cant be bothered anymore.
不是不在乎，只是纯粹的无奈。
或许这就是一种成长吧。
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come to think of it,
you almost filled up my second half of the year
whether im happy,sad or even miserable
60% is because of you
and thats scary
but honestly,i dont regret it
i guess i just din handle the whole thing very well
letting so many people know may not be a good thing in the first place
but its alright now.
cause im already neutral towards the whole thing le
即使你知道也无所谓了，我已经可以光明正大地说，
我喜欢你。
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part 2 will be up tmr
before 2007 comes:D
be it sweet or bitter; 3:58 PM
