Friday, January 05, 2007
okay.the first few days of school have gone pretty well
i have not felt so positive and motivated for a long time already
but as mons said,im a bit worried that my motivation will wear off soon
and by the time the Os come,i will just drop dead.
really hope that will not be the case
hope that my motivation will last
and i promise i will try not to give myself too much stress
must learn to manage my time well
will definitely not give up on my leisure time just because of studies!
hais
i guess a lot of my future posts will just be me talking to myself
think i really need the encouragement to hang on
OKAY.this is only the third day of school so i shall not sound as if im already dying:D
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anyway,the feeling of being a SEC FOUR has not really sunk in yet
it feels really different from being a sec 3
i cannot believe i have actually been in st nicks for 3 years and 3 days le.
it seems only yest when i was a sec 1
dont know why,but i kind of feel old
its like after next year,i will say byebye to stnicks and go to somewhere else
its kind of sad even when i think abt it now
i really dont know how i will handle everything when the time comes
went to central for lunch today aft sch with mons
we were chatting as usual and i forgot what she said
but it suddenly dawned on me that
after this year,it seems almost impossible to go home with her everyday and lunch with her as and when we like.
thats really sad
i dont know what else i can say
but i will definitely miss you darling<3
and esti,chu,whoever made a difference in my secondary school life.
shall end this post in a happy tone
bye people
im gonna mug hard this weekend
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jiayou huahui for cca fair tmr.
its my last year as a member and i wana be proud of huahui:D
be it sweet or bitter; 2:46 AM
