Friday, March 30, 2007
i guess im not imaginative enough
maybe im like lady macbeth

and you know what
i guess im not doing well enough.
i told myself i will really really try my very best
and do my very best
but it seems that things are so far,far from my expectations.
i feel that i disappointed quite a number of people,
those who thought that i can do it,
including myself
i just dont want to leave a regret.

maybe im someone who works better with pressure
maybe its just because time is not exactly tight now yet
maybe i will improve lots and by the time comes,i will be doing so fine i will just rock the stage.

maybe THIS is the best way to convince myself that i somehow will be able to do it
its not my fault that i dont have a high self esteem.

no,i mean i have a high self esteem
i will do it
cause i must!

maybe why i am happy with my essay is because some parts of it are actually the truth.

my childhood.
xuezhen//*

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