Tuesday, April 03, 2007
coming up this week:

HCL test (tmr)
physics test (thurs)

and at times like this,i really should not be thinking about you
i dont deny
i guess i really regretted doing that
i just feel soo...stupid.
ARGH

i tried telling myself that my life will still go on perfectly without you
and i thought i managed to convince myself
or rather,i almost did.
i dont know why you could matter so much to me
maybe its just stubborness on my part?
i really dont want to lose you...as a friend

its really time to grow out of it
just a few more months and i will be leading another life which does not involve you anymore
i kept saying i expected it
but maybe i did not
so if thats your way of solving things,i guess i can only accept
sometimes i even wonder,why do i even value you so much as a friend in the first place?
maybe if i did not,i will not care half as much now

i told myself not to blog about you anymore
but i just cannot help it
ARGH
i feel so useless:(

GROW OUT OF IT MAN

my childhood.
xuezhen//*

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