Saturday, May 05, 2007
was about to blog about this last night,but my mood was ruined by something.
anyway,gonna quote from mons
huahui is not about achieving & winning, it's about the spirit. We often make decisions which seems stupid & ridiculous to other, but behind all those, it's because of the things we believe in. That everyone deserves a chance even if they are not the best. Even when everything seems impossible, we never stop trying.
its really true.things that we do are often not understood by other people.
but we continue on anyway.
是那份执著
那份外人不可能理解的执著。
although i cannot say that everyone has the passion for what we are doing
but at least,i can still see people who are
and i guess thats good enough.
if not we definitely will not be hanging on till now.
every year,the time and effort we put in for qihang is so much that i cannot believe it myself too.
many times i feel really tired and unable to continue on,but strangely,i will always find the strength to carry on somehow.
这么多的努力换来的是启航当天无法形容的感动。
maybe a lot of people cannot understand why we will cry on qihang,
but its just the weird emotion that is so overwhelming that it cannot be control
and you really need to be committed in order to experience it.
i won bother to hide my disappointments
my disappointment in seeing huahui getting less and less bonded
seeing more and more people getting uninterested in huahui
seeing less and less people who are really passionate about huahui
是一种心灰的感觉
if this continues on,i guess huahui will just collapse one day.
and guess what,the day won be far from now.
i suddenly miss the old cldds a lot
huahui used to be pretty small and pathetic in size
but we had the spirit that is so lacking now
things are like so different now.
i dont deny i wish we could be how we were in the past
its not the merger,really.
if you force people into doing things that they dont like,
results will never be good.
unless the people make an effort and try to be interested in what they need to do.
what more can i say?
its less than 1 month to stepping down.
无论多执著，始终得放下。
and i realised passion can wear off too.
all the things that we believe in,all the passion and love,
i really wonder how long that will last.
be it sweet or bitter; 9:43 PM
